Tuesday, 29 December 2020

You are my love

 You are my love



My love among the roses


You are my beloved among the Thorns


Many of the wicked of Israel stabbed us


Many of the wicked Gentiles stabbed us


The murderous madness ran among the wicked


And we did not commit crimes


We are righteous


And God helps us and works miracles


Thanks to our righteous ancestors


Sees crime and is not silent


And works with us for better days


Me and you will change the world


That's how God sang to me


For a good and even very good world


How much I hope to see him in my eyes


Enjoy the garden in the paradise of below


And it is the Land of Israel


See the end of human wickedness


12/30/20

Wednesday, 23 December 2020

Rain

 rain


It is raining in Jerusalem

Blessing from heaven

And I'm a little boy

  Ran between the puddles

  Water below Water above

Full of growing grass with dew

And birds chirping between the drops

Full of food for every animal

For goats and camels and sheep

And for us the people

12/24/20

Sunday, 13 December 2020

anger

 anger


I'm angry again

I do not know about whom

But  I am angry again

The anger will pass. I know

But I hope without damage

So I write a song

And vent the anger

Maybe it's going through faster.

12/14/20


Memory



It is very important to me not to lose memory again.


I am like a broken vessel without memory


Patient without treatment option


Without identity


such  a dead twin brother of my own


God please keep me from losing my memory again


12.12.20

Friday, 11 December 2020

Sadness

 Sadness


I'm sad lately

Maybe because of the bleeding polyps in part

Maybe because of cirrhosis of the liver

Maybe because of the anemia

Maybe because of diabetes

Maybe because of the buzzing in the ears

Maybe because of everything

I feel my days are numbered

And I do not have enough hope

And the angel of God strengthens my spirit: live live

You will live

And my soul hopes but I'm sad

I want to be happy

How happy I want to be

11.12.20

Tuesday, 8 December 2020

I want to sing

 I want to sing



I want to sing today


But the words are gone from my mouth


I want to dance today


But my legs failed


I want to be happy today


But I'm before medical surgery


So I make my heart stronger


And sings and dances and rejoices


And joy came to my soul


And the sadness was forgotten and gone


9.12.20

Thursday, 3 December 2020

fire

 fire


The fire eats me

Like a no mercy rebirth

Only the rain is falling

  Extinguish the fire for a while

For a good warm coals

And that's how I live

from day to day

  From night to night

3.1.21