Love

Love

My heart is full of love

To you my dear wife

I wait for you in silence

Just dedicate a love song to you

We have been through many lives

What a difficult separation

Soon we'll be together

 the  joy is great

31.5.20

I love

I love

I love you dad

I love you Mama

I love you my family  

I love you God

I love you Shechina

I love you good people

I will forgive the bad guys

I love you field animals and home

I love you angels  

My heart is full of love

On Pentecost

In it I also like the field plants

All that God created.

30.5.20

My Twitter acount -link

https://twitter.com/J100Yair

Deleted

Deleted

I feel for a moment Deleted
Deleted for over thirty years.
For a moment, I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it in the moment
and To others.
And there are many Deleted.
Who will excite me and them
a life ?
18.1.17

prayer

prayer

I wanted that God
Will heal every Injured soul in the world
And I know it's pending
Can be cured but not cured
To the eyes of the angry God
Mental illnesses are body diseases
Keep your teeth healthy
11.6.19
Mental illnesses are body diseases - Maimonides

A good future awaits us

A good future awaits us

I'm napping today

Really want to sleep

To have good dreams about the past

Embrace good dreams for the future

Time to be with my wife and children

But for now, I'm alert

And just think about the past, present and future

Want very good days

20.5.20

vegan diet

vegan diet

I try a vegan diet

And not dairy vegetarian as before

If I succeed I'll be happy

And I'll know for another two months

I have many hopes

Vegan nutrition is a good order in the disturbed world we live in.

Without torturing animals and without eating them

The vegan diet also regulates human morality

  Not immediately it takes time

Like all processes of mind and evolution

But I'm hopeful

  I will succeed this time.

And with the vegan diet, I want to bless my tormentors

I welcome you in stoping all your  sin .

I welcome you to be good

I welcome you to life without sin

Be good vegans.

16.5.20

childhood

childhood


I also had a childhood
A  childhood who aunted but childhood
There are also good memories
Like the cup of cocoa with milk
I drank in my parents' hut
Every day at four in the afternoon
Like the pottery I made with my father in a fire
Covered in dirt under the fire
Like the cacti growing up near the hut
And I, too, grew up
Protected by loving mother and father
But a beaten and challenged boy
The terror of members of the Village and abroad was hard.
12.5.20

I am fine

I am fine

Things are going well but I'm worried

 The buzzing thought disappeared

The Knocking of the teeth from the drug and the tension disappeared

 The unsettling thoughts disappeared

The dreams while I doze off disapir

 The anxiety from the corona is smaller

 but I'm just scared to go on the bus

 Everything is getting better

And I wait for the buzzing in my ears to go away

Like the nightmares and flashbacks are gone

 The mood is better too

I'm not sad anymore

Nor does I erupt in anger

 Everything is getting better

And I have yet to complete the memory

Sometimes it comes back for a moment

Then I understand Portuguese and German

And sometimes there are dreams of the past

 On my blonde wife with the curly hair

And I'm still worried. But already more hopeful and happy.

And that everything will be for a long  time I will begin to forgive

10.5.20

Love - B

Love

Some  like me

Sometimes because I'm Jewish

Sometimes because I am secular

Sometimes because I'm ill

And sometimes they  like my poetry and writing

And sometimes they  like me being leftist

And sometimes because I believe in God

And in his wife's Shekinah and the angels  

Everyone has a reason

And I  am sure that God and the angeles love me.

30.4.20